I have fought a war with my heart and my mind carrying an image of needing to be so much more, but never being enough, feeling the sorrow and saying “sorry” to a world that is yet to see that the simplest thing we can do to be free, is just be!

Stop trying so hard to be something special, to be seen, needed, and wanted. Stop battling the history of the past with a desire to be right! You do know they are working from the other side to help make it right? Their time here as a human was just that, and not knowing the truth they also had an angry desire to be right.

The world out there does not owe anyone an apology, it is you that you need to apologize to, for believing that everything out there was responsible for everything that was always inside of you. Oh, the love, energy, and time it has cost trying to be validated and believed out there in the world.

Oh, the peace that we find when we come back home to sit in the silence and feel the love that was always there just waiting to be felt in that little heart that was creating big problems from something so small, when a moment of pause and being honest with yourself could have changed it all.

The full circle moment when we return home to ground “zero” and all the value that was in the letters that spelled the word means nothing, and the numeral value of nothing is actually the truth of where it always was.

While we were all seeking to be a #1 or a perfect 10, we were actually on the journey to return to the place of love, to the circle that can be unbroken and the place we so desperately fight to get out of, to create something bigger and better.

Today my full circle moment and the reason why my first published book More Than Existing ends with a reference to the song by Garth Brooks The Dance, is because I can finally see the value of the return to zero and home to the love.

The responsibility is on me to learn to “just be” and let go of any need to “be” and start from the ground and allow the new world to be built from the inside out, as I learned from the eyes of the bee, who always takes the love home and patiently helps build a world from the inside out. Working together and coexisting in a common goal to create the golden laxer that can be shared when there is more than enough.

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