The Power of "Just"

I have hit the road and not in the way I thought at this point in my life. In my controlled environment I thought in my own human ego self that I would be traveling the country by plane to hit the stage, speak and promote the life and the so called movement of More Than Existing™. Once more the joke is on me and my not so well designed life, which I now “just” call life.

I believe and as anyone who follows my work knows More Than Existing™ has become a self actualization of checking in with myself and my own habits, behaviours, actions, and responses. To really learn about being judgmental, and how we are conditioned to judgement. But here is the thing, we are fucking adults. Yes adults! And when you want to be instead of just “think” you are a good human, you better look really close in the mirror and the places, the people, the businesses, the professions of others we judge.

I use to say, “I would never date a trucker because I heard the stories!” Well surprisingly God had a beautiful man and a beautiful plan for me. The love of my life is a “trucker.” I never once thought of those words as my heart fell in love, but now instead of the stage where I should be I am on the road today, in a big truck traveling the back roads, showering in the showers at gas stations, and sleeping in a sleeper.

I went to sleep hearing the whispers of the beautiful voices sounding an alarm in my head to, “Never stop speaking for the dead.”

I am a woman with the ability to see from the soul and look beyond the face value and manipulation of truths, not just from those at the top, but also within ourselves.

I spent years being judged by some for being “just” the hairdresser and heard, “Who are those stupid Newfies?” Or comments made to me about the so called “dirty Indians” as they assumed I was all white and the look of surprise when I would say, “Oh are you talking of me?” The back tracks could not be erased, but after my moment of anger I would try to educate.

I woke this morning from snuggling in our twin bed with the sun beaming in, and all I could feel was a love and peace and prayer for the world to someday know the sense and feeling of this. But then as I in my cut-off jean shorts and carefree so called white girl look, my partner in his undercut badass look and beautiful aboriginal skin, I instantly seen “that look!”

The world out there really has not fully changed, but the me I now see has a truth that she can now once again see. That through every set of eyes judging me I can still see a little of me that I am placing in check. In truth I can still hear and see a whole lot of judgement in those who are still just doing what they believe to be “right”, and in the meantime still with a little “you are just” within their hearts and their brain.

If you are really truly serious about getting serious, stop assuming you know someone based on their race, the colour of their skin, their job and the role they play. That starts with your so called enemy, every word of hate, judgement, assuming, and laying a blame. Today stop and through the eyes of all, see there is a little bit of you. To push it more, look at the places that you say, “Ew! I would never go there, eat there, stop there!” I would never date or marry that kind!

I am more than “just” the psychic medium.  Oh boy, I am so much more! But my desire to apologize to anyone for being me and bending at the knee shall never be, but my heart to learn more than just what I think I can see I am hear to listen. For on the big plan of God we have all been divinely placed with the free will and drive to be more, do more, learn more and love more. That the hierarchy is not about control, but order and those at the so called bottom are not less, they are actually more than for without those how will the world go round. Those there to protect are not just assholes here to kill, they are humans just like me and you and we are all. Yes, I mean all here to live from our hearts, to see from the soul and to make the world go round.

The past is not your problem of today, it is the need to make someone pay instead of “just being angry.” Let’s try to just be better humans by checking facts, checking in with our own behaviour, and by looking at the “just” actions and thoughts that you may have to change within you.

The past wasn’t just the past, it’s the history and we need to remember but not relive so that we can all just do better and be better. Through the eyes of a mystic and a healer I see that when we learn the power of our “just” we will begin the change within and this then brings respect. For my “just” is the love and provider of so much for me and I am just the weirdo of his life and together we will roll down the roads and discover more of the “just” kind of people who are like you and me!

Today this is “just” my stage and this is perfect for me, for God has a plan and I will stay healing and More Than Existing™ as I travel to the heart of the matter to the North and to the land of the bold and the gold, and how funny is that when I am aware of the golden inside of me.

Just Corrie