Beautifully Angry

I sat in 24 hours of daylight by the McNallie Falls in the Northwest Territories, a place of silence, and as the falls roared through into the eroded rocks I could see the power and strength through the darkness of the water. As it fell into even darker water further down, there was nothing to see as it blended and flowed, but if you could look a little deeper and to the sides you could see that the work was still being done as it was claiming it’s space, eroding the hardness of the rock.

The space in creation has grown and expanded and she didn’t need to make an explosive eruption and cause a distraction. She did not have to lose herself she just allowed with patience for the opening to happen and she built a beautiful space that all could see.

As I travelled back to the top and by the bridge she had crossed, I seen the beauty of her calm and the start of her truth that to get through the hardness she would have to become beautifully angry or as my friend’s song says, “Beautifully Crazy.” I had to go further back, beyond the bridge to see the tranquil truth of what she may have still been searching for. That place to finally sit with peace amongst the shore, back to the place of calm that was at the beginning of it all.

Beautifully angry is a voice of love, we never have to lose ourselves to get to the truth of our worth. We need to remember your worth does not have to explode when it can erode.

As I travelled back farther again I discovered why I felt the Divine feminine energy at those falls. Further down the road there was a beautiful park named in honour of a woman named Lady Evelyn who I do not know.

When we come to understand the conviction, the crazy and the peace combined can patiently and calmly be a force to be reckoned with, and then we can bring change. To be first is the illusion that gives you the drive and the return to zero gives you the truth. The ascension beyond becomes the anger transmuted to love and not just for all but for self. That moment of “I am worthy” and because I am, then I matter, and because I matter I will become all that I am. From I am, I will show me and when I show me than I will show you the way, and I will reflect love and will always remember it was the same for my shadow, who then showed me the anger and the God who then showed me all of the world that was inside of me. The power of the why, that it was the woman he needed me to see, to be the change in the world to understand that on the quest to More Than Existing™ I have seen that at the root of it all is the creator and that creator is within you and me.

The conduit to lead people to their own truth and to the reflection of truth that all anger is love that has been bottled up for too long. I saw this all as I slept amongst the sound of the raging falls and all I could feel was the peace and the love. The voice of the falls sounded like a voice of anger in the beginning, but as I saw her reflection and mine she spoke the truth which was the whispering of the night, I have finally come home to the light.

During it all right under a sign, was a little random purple flower who I now believe gave me her love, showing us both the light. In those flowers was a raven feather buried and rooted, wrapped and tucked into the flower with love was the sign and the message of the ultimate love. She had returned to the light before she fully ever finished her quest upon this earth.

For all that has been blessed with love into my life I now say the biggest thank you and from here I shall start again as I dare not get too comfortable in that light until they return me to my resting place within the light.

To all the women who had said, “I am done” and remembered their worth and took a stand by doing the things others said could not be done. To the women who have flowed through this world without ever knowing their worth and for the love of all humankind the healer in me will always now see the importance of respect, love and the light that arrives when we come to a place of peace within. What we do with a voice of love and kindness for all will open a beautiful space that all can come to rest and find peace.

Just Corrie