Living From The Inside Out
You did not come out of the seed, you are the seed. You are the truth, the only reality, and the ultimate level of love.
Turn to the inside out and then live in a world that you turn inside out so that the future you think you seek becomes the closest to your skin and your heart, feeling as if it’s possible to live it now.
A lifetime of false realities that you believe to be the truth of all that you thought was out there has now become an illusion if you just turned inside out to see that the moment you see anything and believe it to be true without questioning or going to the source of it all and asking, “Could this possibly be true?” leaves the opportunity to live in a lie.
You have just accepted and believed all that you thought you saw and heard through the echo of everything that was so far away from you. When you turn inside out, the truth of what was really happening out there is sitting so close that you can now feel what you fear the most.
Most of the truths were a lie based on the reality of the stories others wanted you to believe. Maybe it’s time to be a child with a devilish grin, carefree attitude, wearing your clothes inside out, and curiously asking, “What will they say when they see me walking around with my clothing turned inside out? What names will I hear that I no longer have to accept as my truth for I now know I am playing a joke and fooling them all as I distract them with what they want to believe based on what they see on the outside. Setting myself free to look, create, and just be me. Living in my moment of now, from the world I create, as I can see the truth of me. I now see that what was out there, is actually right here looking at me!”
I am no longer fooled by a false belief that everything is “out there” waiting for me because I see the writing on the shirt that says, “choose me - I got this shit.”
I no longer need to wear or be anything, in order to convince anyone that I am worthy enough for a word that is yet to exist. I can sit peacefully in love and know that I am free to be a woman with an innocent heart of a child, believing in magic and miracles, and wearing her human shell from the inside out.
Exposed to a world who question, “Is she real? Is she crazy?” Distracting the minds of the world out there, while I return to the life I see in here. Allowing my being to be small and my essence to be so large that it’s discovering a world so big in a place that had always seemed so small.
Today I live a life where I see me and with all my focus on being the best of me, I have no time to be enough for a world that is thinking so small and believes we are here to wait for the promise of a future, a person, a life, something that will make you want to wear the shirt desperately displayed to the world, “Pick me first!”
What if you choose instead to live life facing yourself, turning all that you say to encourage another inward?
What if you stop searching out there and dressing things up to please another?
What if you lived as if all that you ever needed from the future, was already yours?
What if you could just be?