When Bitterness Becomes a Spirit Jealousy and Envy Take Possession — **When Bitterness Becomes a Spirit, Jealousy and Envy Take Possession**

Bitterness softens when you stop carrying the past.
Jealousy dissolves when you trust your own timing.
Envy fades when you remember your path isn’t meant to mirror anyone else’s.
You cannot heal what you refuse to acknowledge. You cannot release what you continue to protect. And you cannot rise while being ruled by energies that thrive on keeping you small.

It took me a long time to realize that I was trying to console the dark-spirited energy in some of the people I surrounded myself with. I genuinely believed I was inspiring their light until I experienced the undeniable light of the divine.

I wanted so badly for them to see the beauty and potential I could see in them. But then the lightbulb moment came, I wasn’t inspiring them at all, I was irritating them. Not because I was doing something wrong, but because my existence disrupted the narratives they refused to let go of. They were tangled in the confusion between emotions from their past and the energies that had become dominating forces in their present.

For years, I told myself I could accept their behaviour because it was “just their human side.” I cared for them. I wanted them to heal, grow, and shine in their own light. But eventually I had to admit that my own Venus-in-Pisces identity had blurred the lines between duty and love. I was giving myself away. It wasn’t anyone’s fault. The pattern existed within me.

There was an energy inside me that kept dictating and manipulating my truth, and although I felt the resistance, I pushed it down. Shame and guilt disguised themselves as “being nice.” Then “being nice” slowly became defensiveness, guardedness, and not authentically me. Eventually, I became tired of hurting. And when I realized I to was becoming bitter, I knew I had to walk straight into the truth, not around it.

I had to see what people were actually revealing to me.
I had to look at what I was attracting as mirror reflections.
I had to face the truth that not everything and everyone was safe for me.

Part of me saw those spirited energies as a challenge, a hope that if I could just love loudly enough, they would see I was not the enemy. That other women are not the enemy. That the real enemy is the bitterness creating sharp edges that wound not only others, but the ones carrying it. Wanting to conquer that which made one envious of another, wanting us to all rise together. An impossible mission when some can’t see what’s taken power over them is not ambition but envy. So I stopped feeding the old story that “I just want to help people.” And I rewrote it with the truth. Spiritual hygiene matters. Boundaries matter. My well-being matters.

I evolved emotionally, grew spiritually, and became crystal clear on being guided by divine light. I chose to protect the sacred. And because of that choice, my vision expanded. My “why” blossomed, beautifully, honestly, unapologetically. It is not my duty, nor yours, to guide people to their light. It is their responsibility to become honest with themselves. That old soul contract? Completed.

The spirited nature of bitterness, jealousy and envy is tricky, it’s surrounded in illusions. There are emotions… and then there are energies. People often confuse the two. Emotions create energy, but emotions are not the energy itself. Bitterness, jealousy, and envy belong to the category of spirited energies. These are not fleeting feelings. They are forces with movement, intention, and purpose. They anchor themselves into your nervous system, and when they grow, they don’t just influence your thoughts, they begin to possess your energy. Sometimes aggressively. Sometimes passive-aggressively. But always powerfully.

We often imagine possession as something external and dramatic. In truth, the most powerful possessions are internal. They are the patterns we feed, the stories we reinforce, the comparisons we allow to overshadow our truth. These energies thrive in the unhealed spaces, our shadow, our wounds, our unmet needs. Bitterness clings to every memory where you felt unseen or unappreciated. Jealousy whispers that someone else is living the life meant for you. Envy convinces you you’re behind in a race you never even signed up for. Individually, these energies drain you. Together, they can dominate you.

Here is how these energies take hold which makes it sneaky, possession doesn’t announce itself, it slips in quietly.

You start waking up defensive.
You doom-scroll and feel the sting of comparison.
You shame yourself for not being “further ahead.”
You say yes when you mean no, trying to keep up with a life that’s not even yours.
You become obsessive, where authenticity becomes imitation and passion becomes desperation.
You start judging yourself through someone else’s highlight reel.
You resent opportunities you could have created for yourself.
You begin isolating, telling yourself others are the problem, when in truth, the spirited energies are the ones pulling the strings.
You become blinded by a desire that was never truly yours. And then one day, you realize the energy is driving. Not you.

The turning point for myself and the part most people miss. These spirited energies only gain power when you step out of your own presence. When you abandon your self-awareness. When you silence your honesty. When you turn away from your healing. That’s when these forces slip into the empty space. But the moment you return to yourself, they lose their hold.

Bitterness softens when you stop carrying the past. Jealousy dissolves when you trust your own timing. Envy fades when you remember your path isn’t meant to mirror anyone else’s. You cannot heal what you refuse to acknowledge. You cannot release what you continue to protect. And you cannot rise while being ruled by energies that thrive on keeping you small.

The way to reclaiming yourself is in recognizing the truth. If these spirited forces have taken residence within you, let this be your sign to step back into your power.

Reclaim your breath.
Reclaim your truth.
Reclaim the space within you that was never meant to hold anything that diminishes your worth.

The moment you name these energies, their spell breaks. The moment you choose yourself again, you become un-possessable by the spirit of bitterness, envy and jealousy, you become inspired and enlightened by yourself and others.

Much Love,

Corrie Thorne-Cameron, Creator / Founder of the More Than Existing Academy of Higher Consciousness