The Monster In Me

There is a monster in me and “witch” by that I mean b**** I have not been able to please. There was a thirst for forgiveness and a desire to please. A dream and a wish of love and success that I would take from my soul to give to another. I had become tired and frustrated that no one was listening and the no one turned out to be me. That little witch and little monster had always been me, a desire and a frustration that I could not see until the day I fasted away instead of feasted to be. In the emptiness and the darkness I seen what I could not see. I could not hear pass the muffle of fears of the past, that I have always been love. Yes I have always been a “good girl” loving and kind. My soul had never intentionally hurt another but I punished myself with seeking forgiveness without ever knowing what I had done and when I may have spoken from the human I spent a lifetime with in stories and sending love. I was giving attention to the places that judged instead of those who inspired, silly little monster in me!

When I now look at those who inspired I see the truth of me. I no longer seek forgiveness for the insecurities of others who want to reflect off of me what they don’t want to see. I can only reflect back what I know I have in me, which is love. I live, teach and share love. Today I awaken to the truth of the beautiful monster and the light of a witch and all are just words of the wounds and not the truth of me.  

Corrie Thorne

Author & Creator of the More Than Existing™ self actualization coaching program

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