It’s been a long time since I journaled outside of the pages of my personal journal a message that was personally channeled through for my soul to receive. Today everything inside of me is telling me to share the message and not hold it in the confines of the journals that are simply stored on my shelves. I don’t write occasionally, or little pieces here or there, I write pages and pages daily. Listening intently to the divine as I know this voice to be that which speaks messages of love, wisdom, and an occasional kick in the buttocks.

I paint, sketch, write these higher expressions out, and have come to realize that when these higher expression appear, they are filled with color, hope, faith and love. Most of all, they are not filled with the lower expression of the emotions that hold us back, but they sure do activate the places needing to truly level up. There is a childlike presence like when children simply say what first comes into their thoughts. If you say that it hurt your feelings they say, “Sorry” or “Oh well” and move on. Get over it basically.

The divine gives some pretty direct messages and if I dare ask what if… from an emotional place, they say back, “So what!” The expression of the divine does not speak from the lowest of vibrational frequencies, it speaks from the highest as we are here to rise together. It’s our own mind that has lots of its own chatter it’s running around in.

So, this morning the words I wrote was, “Thank fuck Mars is leaving Pisces and going back home to Aries. I have been away from home for too long.” This is what came back to me from the divine council (channeled writing)

“Humility is not a punishment, it’s the wisest of teachers. Life has it’s ways of guiding us into the path of humility and often it is a place that is enticing. Many believe they are up for the challenge, but they have no idea what awaits as life reflects back the emotional patterns that created pathways to continually feed the so-called passions and desire of what we believe to be best for ourselves or others. Many will run from humility and there are a few who will stay in this place, and that does not make you a fool. This is not always a down and out, but a place to learn and listen so that you no longer take on the roles as the champion of the people, the one who knows what’s best for everyone. No longer the cycle breaker but beyond that they can begin to see the creator of circles of love and bliss.

The path of humility was the path you and I have chosen to walk together so that you could learn to not fear the human’s ability to try and humiliate us back into the fear, back into the doubt. No longer falling from the “set up.” When the divine reveals the truth of shame and guilt most are too busy running and jumping back up to not be so-called embarrassed to a world filled with shadows, imitation light, and hungry ghosts of self. Starving to be someone, and fearing the judgement and ridicule of those you believe can shame you back into hiding. But, if you stayed and not have run away scared of the humility, you will have seen the truth of the humility of the divine provides protection and strength. Releasing the clutch, holds of the vices to the virtues, restoring faith where it truly belongs.

Humility is the way to unwavering faith, the way to doing the right things for the right reasons. To not being concerned about being on the right side of the shadow’s desires. Not falling for the, “set-up” as we coin it, of our emotion’s desires to be in a relationship with the stories of the past. To constantly consult with the birds of the feathers. Humility calls us up and out and gives us the option to grow and evolve. It reveals the whole story, including our own role, and that’s the part most people hate to see. Perspectives are difficult to accept. It’s easy to blame someone else. It’s easy to complain. It’s easy to repeat the patterns. It’s not so easy to allow ourselves to so-call fail, fall, or not to be first or the so-called, star.

The divine doesn’t leave us out of our destiny, it pulls us back to be the parenting thought to say, “Enough! Get over yourself”. You are never here to do life all alone, it comes with support for a reason.”

My reflection:

Humility has taken me to places I never thought I would be. I have been sitting on the bench in the forest of humility witnessing the movie of my life play back. Existing in moments that revealed my role and why I was always running and quitting on myself. Why I always felt, “Bad.” My fears of disappointing others often came at a cost of disappointing myself. I would never want anyone to believe I thought I was better. All stories of the lowest degree. I was actually afraid of being mimicking, mocked, humiliated, and harassed, so I played it safe, and when judgement arrived, I left the parts of myself I loved the most.

As I sat watching my granddaughter dance this weekend. I looked around at the performing arts theatre and my heart skipped a beat with pride for my granddaughter. I remembered my love of watching my daughter dance, but also remembering how much I loved to express my creativity. How much I loved the stage but yet I remembered so clearly the humiliation of being laughed at. Told to shut up, that I made a great groupie, makeup artist, and hairstylist. All great but my talent was always in my voice and that was the place I closed off and disconnected from. Told I would never make it as a professional skater so hang up the skates and go get a job. Yet, I felt it, I know it. I always knew who that little girl growing into a woman was. She is filled with healthy pride, innate confidence, and she has been given a gift and a connection to the divine. No human will shame or guilt me away from living that truth!

I use to say I didn’t care and it didn’t matter. It did matter and now I know what it means to care, to no longer allow myself to be the mirror reflection of insecurities or pain from another. I have been stripped down with less of a lot of things that never really mattered. Humility was the greatest teacher I have given myself time with because shame really was destroying my heart. Sadly I was unconsciously ashamed of being me. I am only stepping my foot back in and it shall take time and great listening to what I need to be, but I do know where I belong. A restart that starts right now.

As Mars enters Aries, and Venus enters Taurus, which is also my Saturn, I am going to be happy to be back. As humility spoke it said clearly, “Remember, never again listen to the shadows to define your destiny!” I feel many can relate in some way or on some level.

Divine’s message:

“Some may be entering the path of humility and some will be on the way out. Just like a star entering the blackhole it may come out looking the same, but it will have transformed and in its deepest truth it will not be the same because it will be stronger and brighter than before. A shift is taking place and some will go in and some will go out, but it is a part of the beautiful process of creating love and light in our hearts. Why would you want to be anyone other than the highest expression of your beautiful self!”

Much love,

Corrie and the council of the divine