I AM HOME!
I am on my way to somewhere new. I don’t know where, but I feel something shifting within my soul. Yet I am home, I shall travel far and wide but I am now home within me!
As I sat to process the journey of completing teaching my fifth Level 1 class of a 22 week program that had started with a message so many years ago. A message I would hear over and over, telling me I would own a school. I would teach and lead women through the journey.
What I didn’t know at the time was that I would channel and fully self create not one level, but four, to a self-healing program with the tools to guide us home.
I would not just create the program, I would write seven books to go with the series. I didn’t know what was to come, I just kept showing up! The school that would house a space to co-create, share and support others would evolve into something magical.
The past few years has been a true journey of alchemy.
Life has not been easy, not always kind and required some deep soul searching. It’s been a humbling experience. When you are blessed with vision as a seer and you fully become open, you start to see even that which is not easy to see, including yourself!
This journey was about healing myself first and foremost in my mind and never was it about all that has unfolded.
I was not seeking it but something had been seeking me.
I feel it coming for me again but this time not down deep into the root of the pain. This time it feels like it’s possibly a little more like heaven on earth. I feel something magical flowing into my veins.
I am available to receiving all of the beauty and awe in this life. I am no long available for bullshit and shitty attitudes. Lol
I have done the hard stuff, I became brutally honest with myself. Integration of the shadow self was a key to radical self acceptance. I would always wonder if I had done enough, given enough, been enough. Until one day the divine essence of my soul screamed, ENOUGH!!!
All of this work came on the heals of a 30 year career in the beauty industry. Yet I still wondered if I had done enough. Being a perfectionist, was protective covering for this imperfect, magical essence that would require divine trust and faith as I stripped everything away to courageously become vulnerable. All that has been created in all parts of life has come from my absolute love of people.
Yet, the wounds of the past often has me seeing the not so beautiful parts of humanity.
I don’t know where this pivotal point in life will take me, but I have learned to be kinder to myself. I have gained the knowing and tapped into infinite wisdom that tells me there is beauty. There is a beautiful life and there is magic everywhere. Magic used from a divine heart with a pure heart is angelic and heavenly.
I believe in magic and I believe I am about to see big miracles unfold within my own life.
“I am learning to live bold from the soul and not from the ego’s desire to protect. To have faith in the place that was designed just for me!”
I am enough for me and I no longer seek to find something wrong with me. I have done more than enough! When a reflection of a world outside tempts me to believe the old stories I know it’s the temptation to return to the old brain, a comfortable place but no! There always was a plan created so long ago, we just too often try to take such control that the wheel to divine destiny can’t turn.
When you let go of the wheel and allow yourself to be guided by faith, the way appears. It’s not always perfect or easy. Often its ugly but through it all grace, peace, contentment, gratitude and true confidence comes.
Why not ask boldly to live a beautiful life?
Nothing of the past is holding us back, that’s all on us! But all that is waiting requires you to believe in the magic of the you that you are yet to know! I don’t know, yet I feel, and I feel joy is being amplified in big bold ways!
Much love,
Corrie